I try to keep my very personal life off of the blog but I’m going to be honest- I’m still not doing too well. Eating is very hit and miss, it’s herbal tea only (no caffeine), sleep still eludes me, and tears still very much sneak up and render me hidden away until I feel like I’m a somewhat functioning human being again. Turns out being left behind can make it impossible to be a person. (To anyone who is speaking with someone who is going through a recent break up, please don’t tell them they will find someone else- it’s entirely unhelpful and usually sets me back.)
I’ve now got to figure out what my life is now and give it some sort of direction, and figure out who I actually am. That also includes the blog- I’m still going to keep my blog, but I’ve no idea what it’s going to look like or be. Things that I usually write about are difficult and painful, so my topics are limited right now. In 2018, I think I’m going to start back with 1-2 posts a week and slowly get back to normal as I can. I don’t foresee too many drastic changes but I can’t promise that it won’t strike me later on. The one positive thing to come of this is that I’ve put down a deposit on my very own westie, and should have one by the end of June (depending on which litter I’m in), so doggo and pupper posts will very much be on the blog this year.
To everyone who left a comment on my previous post, thank you for from the very bottom of my heart. It’s too tough for me to respond still but your kind words and thoughts mean so much to me.
I hope you have a wonderful new year,